Pada mulanya, ia adalah satu perkhabaran gembira untuk saya. Apabila isteri saya membuat ujian air kencing, dan didapati ada dua garisan, menandakan "YA! ANDA BERJAYA!", maka bertambahlah kegembiraan kami...
Mulalah merancang - rancang apa yang akan berlaku sembilan bulan berikutnya... nama kepada yang bakal lahir, dimana hendak dilahirkan, bagaimana pula dengan pengumuman kepada ahli keluarga yang lain.... wahh... gembira tidak terkata. Seolah-olah hendak menyambut kelahiran pertama lagaknya !
Tapi, kita hanya manusia, yang hanya mampu merancang, tetapi Allah juga yang akan memberi kata putusnya... MANUSIA MERANCANG, ALLAH JUGA MERANCANG, MAKA PERANCANGAN ALLAH ITU ADALAH LEBIH BAIK...
Kira kira sebulan selepas itu, isteri saya maklumkan kepada saya bahawa macam ada darah keluar... semakin hari semakin banyak...
Kami pun mengambil keputusan untuk berjumpa doktor... setelah di "scan", maka terbuktilah bahawa hanya tinggal sarung sahaja didalam rahim... tiada lagi baby atau janin didalamnya...
Doctor pun menasihatkan isteri saya untuk segera membuat pembersihan rahim (DnC) kerana khuatir akan lebih banyak darah yang keluar... Cuma masalahnya, kalau buat DnC, isteri saya kena cuti sakit selama seminggu, dan kebetulan, dia ada banyak kerja yang tertangguh yag perlu diselesaikan... Jadi kami bercadang untuk meneruskan DnC pada minggu berikutnya...
Sekali lagi, kita hanya merancang, Allah jua yang Maha Menentukan. Selang dua hari selepas itu, darah turun dengan banyak sekali! Isteri saya tidak tertahan sakit lagi, dan minta saya mengambilnya di pejabat. Dari pejabat, kami terus ke hospital dan isteri saya dimasukkan ke wad kecemasan... Selepas Isya' dia dimasukkan ke wad dan menunggu doctor utk langkah seterusnya. Lebih kurang jam 10pm, doctor datang, dan setelah membuat scanning, DnC akan dilakukan keesokan hari.
Oleh kerana terlibat dengan tugas, saya hanya pergi ke hospital pada tengah hari. Apabila saya sampai, DnC telah selamat dilakukan dan doctor telah meletakkan lebihan uri yang ada didalam botol kecil...
Ketika dirumah, saya mengajak kedua anak lelaki saya untuk menanam uri tersebut. Inilah pertama kali saya menanam uri anak saya, tanpa dia disisi... Sesungguhnya saya tidak dapat menahan sebak... Namun kami redha dengan ketentuannya. Hanya Al-Fatihah yang mengiringi pemergiannya... Kepada "anak"ku, semoga Allah menjodohkan kita di suatu hari nanti dan dengan keizinanNya moga dapatlah kita "bertemu" semula.... Amiinnn...
Enjoy reading ...
31 October 2011
Sesto Calende - La Parte Finale
After two weeks, we concluded our ground school. Everybody got thru with the final exam except me... the panel found that my result is just about the line. So, I was called for oral exam. They said that I maybe confused with the answers... I may know the answer but I highlight the wrong answer... So, the oral exam begins and finally they said that I passed the exam. What a relief! After that we all got our certs for completing the ground school.
This means that we are ready for our next stage, which is the simulator flying. At this time, the second group arrived. They will go 2-weeks of ground school, and after that simulator flying and the actual flying.
My flying mate for simulator is my commander himself, Kept Izhar. But the schedule is challenging. Most of our sorties are during night time - and at some point, we started our simulator tarining at 2am! The simulator training consists of two hours of simulator flight, with one hour for each pilot.
Not much I can say about the training - its just that we managed to complete the training within the scheduled period given. And we are ready for our 3rd stage - which is the actual flying!
For the actual flying, we are planned to go for 5 hours of flying around Sesto Calende area. Further divided into three session: one hour for General Handling, two hours for Instrument and General Handling and the final two hours for exam.
I am not inted to comment much on this part of flying. For me, they (the instructors and the company) can do much better if they can enhance their PR skills.... thats all.
By the way, since no plannin for us during weekends, the second group decided to go to Venice - which is about 3hours of driving from Sesto Calende. I decided not to join them, instead, went to Milan again... to add up a few more souveniors before we go home to Malaysia!
To make it short, we got thru the flying phase and technically, we are among the first Malaysian who got "the licence" to fly the AW 139... The final flight for the exam was on Friday, and our flight back to Malaysia is on Sunday 11pm.
After 5 weeks in Italy, I missed my family like crazy... especially the kids!
Finally, on Monday afternoon, we touched down at KLIA and.... the kids .... how I missed them a lot... Hopefully, one day, I can bring them to Milan or Sesto Calende again, maybe for holiday...
Ciao!
This means that we are ready for our next stage, which is the simulator flying. At this time, the second group arrived. They will go 2-weeks of ground school, and after that simulator flying and the actual flying.
My flying mate for simulator is my commander himself, Kept Izhar. But the schedule is challenging. Most of our sorties are during night time - and at some point, we started our simulator tarining at 2am! The simulator training consists of two hours of simulator flight, with one hour for each pilot.
Not much I can say about the training - its just that we managed to complete the training within the scheduled period given. And we are ready for our 3rd stage - which is the actual flying!
For the actual flying, we are planned to go for 5 hours of flying around Sesto Calende area. Further divided into three session: one hour for General Handling, two hours for Instrument and General Handling and the final two hours for exam.
I am not inted to comment much on this part of flying. For me, they (the instructors and the company) can do much better if they can enhance their PR skills.... thats all.
By the way, since no plannin for us during weekends, the second group decided to go to Venice - which is about 3hours of driving from Sesto Calende. I decided not to join them, instead, went to Milan again... to add up a few more souveniors before we go home to Malaysia!
To make it short, we got thru the flying phase and technically, we are among the first Malaysian who got "the licence" to fly the AW 139... The final flight for the exam was on Friday, and our flight back to Malaysia is on Sunday 11pm.
After 5 weeks in Italy, I missed my family like crazy... especially the kids!
Finally, on Monday afternoon, we touched down at KLIA and.... the kids .... how I missed them a lot... Hopefully, one day, I can bring them to Milan or Sesto Calende again, maybe for holiday...
Ciao!
15 September 2011
My Adyna
Dear Adyna,
Its been quite some time since I want to write something about what happened to you for the past 3 month... Its not that I hesitate too much.. its just that I dont know where to start. It went so fast that I didnt have time to update the situation. I really hope that one day, you will be able to read this article and share it with your dear friends...
Adyna dear,
Its Thursday, end of May 2011, and I am on my way back from an underwater-escape course. While still on the highway, your mom called, told me that she brought you to the clinic because of the fever you had. About 9pm, I am home and you are already in sick condition.
Come Saturday, your fever not fully recovered but it seems that the temperature already reduced. That evening, I noticed that your eyes are not focusing to me when I hold you. It seems that you are "trying to avoid" eye contact with me and try to look at something else (which I dont know what). I find it very seriuos and we decided to bring you to the hospital to for the doctor to have a look... At about 8pm, we drive you to Hospital Sg Buloh... and there is where your "adventure" begins...
Hospital Sg Buloh, 8.30pm, Outpatient Unit:
Your name was finally called out. After a few examinations, you were temporarily warded at Green Zone. But not long after that.you were transfered to Yellow Zone. Here, the conditions getting more serious, and in fact, they are waiting for a Paedetrician to have a look at you. After about 30 minutes in the Yellow Zone, they decided to put you in the Red Zone, where all the critical conditions patients were there... Here in the Red Zone, they tried to put the wire into your body, but cant find any vein (because you are ssooo chubby laa..). After a lot of try and error method, after your hands swollen with needle pricks, they managed to put the wire... By this time, its almost midnite and finally they decided to admit you into the hospital.
By this time, your condition got worse and worse, and they are monitoring you through out the nite...
By 6.30am, they decided that you have to be transfered to more appropriate place, which is Paediatric ICU (PICU) in HKL...
Sunday, Day 1
8.30am - you were tranported to PICU HKL in an ambulance with your mom, and I followed you with our car from behind.. Warded in PICU, your condition got worsen and they have to put you into sleep to make you more relax...
Will continue later in other entry...
Its been quite some time since I want to write something about what happened to you for the past 3 month... Its not that I hesitate too much.. its just that I dont know where to start. It went so fast that I didnt have time to update the situation. I really hope that one day, you will be able to read this article and share it with your dear friends...
Adyna dear,
Its Thursday, end of May 2011, and I am on my way back from an underwater-escape course. While still on the highway, your mom called, told me that she brought you to the clinic because of the fever you had. About 9pm, I am home and you are already in sick condition.
Come Saturday, your fever not fully recovered but it seems that the temperature already reduced. That evening, I noticed that your eyes are not focusing to me when I hold you. It seems that you are "trying to avoid" eye contact with me and try to look at something else (which I dont know what). I find it very seriuos and we decided to bring you to the hospital to for the doctor to have a look... At about 8pm, we drive you to Hospital Sg Buloh... and there is where your "adventure" begins...
Hospital Sg Buloh, 8.30pm, Outpatient Unit:
Your name was finally called out. After a few examinations, you were temporarily warded at Green Zone. But not long after that.you were transfered to Yellow Zone. Here, the conditions getting more serious, and in fact, they are waiting for a Paedetrician to have a look at you. After about 30 minutes in the Yellow Zone, they decided to put you in the Red Zone, where all the critical conditions patients were there... Here in the Red Zone, they tried to put the wire into your body, but cant find any vein (because you are ssooo chubby laa..). After a lot of try and error method, after your hands swollen with needle pricks, they managed to put the wire... By this time, its almost midnite and finally they decided to admit you into the hospital.
By this time, your condition got worse and worse, and they are monitoring you through out the nite...
By 6.30am, they decided that you have to be transfered to more appropriate place, which is Paediatric ICU (PICU) in HKL...
Sunday, Day 1
8.30am - you were tranported to PICU HKL in an ambulance with your mom, and I followed you with our car from behind.. Warded in PICU, your condition got worsen and they have to put you into sleep to make you more relax...
Will continue later in other entry...
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